yeah..... I'm just in a negative mood. I feel isolated for some reason. Lonely... yet... I want to be alone right now... I don't understand why.... I just feel like... i don't know really... *sighs* Depressed, angry, murderous, cold, .... I feel like I just want to get away from it all.... I want to go somewhere that I can sit and meditate..... Somewhere that isn't too far away, but.... Is a place where I can just be in peace.... Ah yes... There is one place where i can do that... I will have to visit that place this week... Sort out my thoughts and feelings before I lose it completely. Don't expect to see a true smile from me for a bit