like between the modes of hurting and angry. no sadness (Thank the Gods) its the house still living here. goddamn divorce for the parents stil lingering. want to get drunk. want to punch out some one who meant something (not going to say). but its best to think this than do it i always said hopefully it wont to come to that. i'm pushing to get my license this month and cruise for a job whatever it is whereever it is. well goto go get shit done. peace. to everybody keep your head up. (The gods know im try to as well)