been awhile.

i come here to say that i've not been feeling the best for a long long time. i haven't done anything that i had hoped of doing. and more importantly, i have been longing for a break.

of course it won't be long. i just need the mental refresher of just being alone with myself. it's nothing i can't handle. chances are i'll return to homeostasis soon enough.

but for now, i need to focus on anything else.